On Guilt

     The most irritating distraction that constantly scratches at the backside of my brain. It erodes away at all my free time. When I could be bettering myself but I'm too busy worrying about a mistake that doesn't even matter. My character isn't measured by my mistakes but by my resolve to get things done with no questions asked. But still every single time I have a panic attack I can't help but stop myself from worrying about everything in a dramatic fashion. Such that no one in their right mind would ever want to deal with it. I begin to question my purpose in this world. What a waste of time you know? I could be changing the world with every little action and it would make up for all the mistakes I ever made many times over. But I'll tell you one thing... I'd really like it if StarCraft II were never to have been released... I want my Brood War back.